Its been exactly a month since Michael has departed this human world. I am still mourning his sudden loss and do get emotional whenever i listen to his songs.
How can i ever forget soemone who is soo deeply etched in my mind and heart. I can't really remember when or how i started to love Michael. I guess its just like learning how to walk or talk. I don't think anyone of us are able to recollect when we first uttered our first words and steps. Michael, came into my life similarly.
I used to be this fanatic fan of his, well i still am but i kinda mellowed down:)
My sis and i used to purchase anything that has his name on it. You name it we had it :- magazines, books, pepsi cans(yes,pepsi cans), newspapers, umberallas, perfumes, CDs, VHS, LDs, posters.
We even used to have this BIG MJ scroll down poster in our room. It was hanging there for years. It had to be taken down due to over-exposure to sunlight. We used to celebrate his brthdays at home. I know it sounds crazy but we thoroughly enjoyed it. I could just go and on about him. His songs helpled me in one of my difficult times. How could i ever forget those darkest days in my life? He was part of our growing up and lives and always will be.
Unfortunately, Michael is still heading the headlines even after his departure. People are still feeding off him and making a living out of him.
There are even blasphemous reports of his kids' parentage. I truly hope the kids would survive out of this calamity and grow up to be the adults that his father want them to be.
The reports are said to be out next week. No matter what the results, my love for Michael will never fade. He was the FIRST man i ever fell in love with. My one and only idol. I will always remember him for the rest of my life. Its just that you would only realise someone's worth after they have left. His sudden depature has made me realise how much i love Michael. Even as i write this, listening to his songs my eyes are brimmed with tears.
Guess you are more needed UP there than here.
Love You Michael, You will be deeply missed by all of us.
Thank you for everything.
1 comment:
i was crying while reading you post.... i miss him alot... i know how you feel.
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